So I thought I should give everyone an update on what has been happening lately with my training.
- I’ll be competing on the 29th of April at FILEX (Fitness Expo Australia).
- I’ll be in the Natural Teen Category.
- I managed to Squat 5 reps of 150kg.
- I am currently about 69-70kg and slimming down for competition.
- I am currently < 9% Body Fat.
- I am already disliking my diet of Tuna/Fish for 3 weeks.
- I only just started dieting yesterday.
Thats it pretty much for my training. Hope the picture is worthwhile inspiration and motivation to some people!
Are you kidding me? Shit like this pisses me off. What is this guy doing? He’s spray painting a fucken wall telling us to do something. You wanna know why I pay my taxes? Because we got a proper healthcare system over in Australia and if I need to go to the doctors and get treated for an illness, Medicare will help me.Those taxes, allow for scientific research to continue, to further medicine, to pay for the firebrigade, the ambulances, the nurses, the police, and here you are going to bitch and moan when your house is burning and you are wondering where the fire brigade is, or where the ambulance and police are when your girlfriend gets stabbed and mugged.
Free? There is no free, there never is free. Why? It is cause when ever you are actually “free”, you will run into something you do not want or like, so then you will make a rule or a grounding to stop it from happening. Congratulations, you have just destroyed your “freedom”. The law and rules are set out in most cases for the greater good. Believing in a God allows for certain people to achieve moral peace and ethics within themselves. We don’t do drugs because we see enough people on the streets doing them, not only that, but they ruin and break families, that is with personal experience.
If you want to worry about those in need, then stop spray painting on the wall and go do it. Many people follow their dreams, but many stop following their own personal dreams to create the family dream of coming home to a smiling family and a stable job, the job that pays taxes which then turns into your fucken welfare.
Many people do things with their lives, they travel, they enjoy. Just because they arent revolutionising the world does not mean that they are worthless or a puppet. My dream is to work a nice job, be happy and live well with my family.
Final thing. Don’t you fucking mock those out at war. Those soldiers over there are risking their lives, whether it be for a moral or immoral reason. They have families and one hour in their shoes has more worth than all the popularity you get with your stupid stencils.
Rant over.
(Source: tryingtomakeyoufeel)
It has been a fair while since I have posted and please excuse me for it. The past 2-3 months have been very hard for, from having partners leaving to not being able to complete my trimester of College.
Though with all good things coming to an end, they gotta start somewhere again. I am now in another relationship with someone who was once considered a friend (That’s right, came back from being Friendzoned) and we are know dating and enjoying the stressless life at hand.
College is changed; I am now doing part time Animation and am then going to continue with a Diploma of Sports Science starting either Mid this year or Next Year. A little diversity but I am very happy and looking forward to it.
My training has led to something incredible though. In April, I will be competing in Sydney’s INBA in the Teen category. I am currently at 68kg Base Weight (So my morning wake up weight). If I manage to make the top 3, then I will qualify for the Regional Finals, if not, then I will have to attempt the State competition. Currently though I have managed quite a lot this year in terms of training.
I broke two goals that I was aiming for;
- Squatted more than double my body weight (140kg x 8 Reps @ Parallel)
- Benched 90kg x 1 Rep
I was pretty happy with these and well, lets see where this year leads us. I hopefully will be doing some more drawings if things go to plan this year.
So it is my birthday. It has been a while since I have even posted on tumblr. Personally I hate birthdays. They provide too many memories which can bring up mixed emotions about certain actions and people.
Some good news I guess is I have a partner and in April this year I am going to compete in INBA, a body building competition which gives me approximately 10 weeks to get to 75kg before cutting. I also managed to Squat 140kg and Bench 90kg (1.rep) so I am fairly pleased I guess.
A sketch I decided to do today. I had too much in my head and I have been on an art rant.
I am covered in paint, my hands are aching from pencils, charcoals, and my wacom tablet, attempting to pour out the contents of my head into visual form.
However all I am constructing are twisted forms, abstract figures, crazed and contorted, all which make me sick to my stomach. Hence this picture being the only one I will show publically.
One thing I will always be grateful of is my ability to create art. I think without it, I am afraid I would not be able to express myself properly and probably sink into some state of madness and eat kids and stuff like that.
In all seriousness, I feel so much more liberated after painting for so long. It feels like having paint plastered to my skin somehow releases me of pent up pain and suffering. Everything slows down for just a moment, and I make an emotional transference from mental to visual. A process which is much more meaningful to myself than anyone else, I paint to please myself, whether or not it looks appealing to a public audience does not bother me.
This picture in particular was made close to my own drawing style, the style I use when interpreting dreams. I felt it was appropriate. I will not analyze the picture for you, that can be done yourself, I will leave it open to interpretation.
